I have learned a fair amount in my years here. I'm beginning to see a few similarities, a few patterns in our universe. In trees n fish n rocks n waters, air,humans, animals. In everything that exists  there is a basic pattern of behavior. If I look at these patterns coded in our DNA I start to get it. cant write or think im suffocating n allergic to the air in here. Im very heavy

Ive decided it's time to revive my blog. I need a platform to address the many injustices I have encountered. I also need to heal myself, my pain, both physical n emotional. With that here goes. A few years ago I left my family n began a journey I could never dream of. I began living with the homeless artisans of minneapolis. Actually I invited them into my home. We built a community which supported everyone gave food clothing n shelter. We also supported the artistic endeavors of individuals who came to my home looking for a base. In the end the police took the house. I still feel as if I let us down and I lost my home of 30 years. Still I fight with the medical community for I have no quality to my life. The conditions in my body worsen every day. I even have some new ones. The pain increases all the time. Diabetic neuropathy n my sciatic nerves make my legs feel as if im wearing ski boots. Ski boots are heavy n hurt after a while. My shoulder has no rotator cuff n both are riddled with arthritis. Actually my entire body has osteoarthritis. My head has been hit a few times dislocating the retina in my eye. It is amazing how much of our bodies depend of our eyes to function properly. Through all this I continue to feel blessed for all the experiences and emotions I have been through. The only real regret I have is my children who no longer speak with me. The pain this brings can be unbearable at times. I take comfort in knowing they are happy n prosperous in theyre lives. Here is where I will end today. One Love ~ <3 p="">