life in constant 24/7 pain, dealing with pain as it effects every aspect of life, doctors ,their attitudes. Family, their lack of understanding, and friends.Who try but have very full lives with little time. I AM MOT A JUNKIE, I DO NOT SEEK PAIN MEDICATION~~I SEEK PAIN REFILE~~~ I WANT A QUALITY LIFE. Part of exsitanse not watching from a distance, in pain.
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10 December, 2010
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30 November, 2010
this too shall pass
When I go to sleep at night I am grateful another day has passed. I can put it and myself to rest, praying tomorrow will bring something new and better into my life. EACH NIGHT I PRAY THAT THE NEXT DAY WILL PUT MORE PIECES INTO THE PUZZLE OF MY LIFE.
28 November, 2010
this too shall pass
It has been awhile, I am trying to deal with increase back problems, eyes that don't want to work, and about 5 oth9er issues. Here is the big one, 99% of chronic pain dr.'s in Minnesota do not believe in pain medication. for chronic pain they give steroid injection. THEY DON'T BELIEVE IN PAIN MEDICATION? HOW LONG HAS MEDICATION BEEN A RELIGION? then we could discuss the diabetes I developed from steroids or the 200 pounds I gained or the fact that I am allergic to them. My skin becomes bright red and feels like I am being eaten by fire ants, the best of all~~THEY MAKE ME CRAZY~~ do nothing for the pain,last but not least NO SLEEP that will drive a person to complete distraction. MEDICATION IS NOT A RELIGION~~WHAT WORKS FOR ONE COULD KILL ANOTHER.
19 September, 2010
THIS TOO SHAL PASS~~ NEXT STEP
Today is a part of the 9 universal days of wonderment (awe). There is so much in life to wonder about. The greatest wonder of all is how much we are the same. All the commonalities, even though we have taken many different paths at the base it is still the same path. The tree of life has but one trunk with many many branches. As the tree grows so shall we. The most difficult part of the days of awe is to ask those who have harmed us, to forgive us. One the other side and maybe harder is to forgive those who have hurt us. At the end our souls are ready to move on for another year. COL TUV MAY ALL BE GOOD!
12 September, 2010
THIS TOO SHAL PASS~~ NEXT STEP
There is always sun shine somewhere in the rain. Things can seem somewhat superficial, yet really touch you some where and lift your spirits. At the times when I feel about as low as I think I can go the smallest most insignificant thing can happen and really make me feel like I am not so worthwhile after all. Someone I bearly know at all read my blog and commented on what a strong women I am. To see myself through someone else's eyes, someone I don't know very well is a real boost to the selfestem. Or someone I have been arguing with for many months does something so incredibly nice, helps me feel less alone and a part of the world. So any time you can do the smallest niceness for someone do it! you have no idea how much it might mean to that person.
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