this too shall pass

it turned out alright! this night I felt so alone, the world swirls around,everyone runs,but me. I sit alone with my head my heart and hands. being alone is good,getting to know ones self who you are, what you are, if you are really lucky where you are going, very, very intimate. I can not think of anything more exclusive than that! Me,Myself and I. An hour spent with a very dear sweet friend, I didn't feel all by myself, warm laughter and an understanding that can only come from time, years with the truest trust you can ever find, I am lucky to have such a great friend. Then back to my shelter or is it my prison? I can not tell!! But all ends well I like to be alone with all that I have, ME.

this too shall pass

THIS TOO SHALL PASS-LIVING IN CONSTANT PAIN: this too shall pass

THIS TOO SHALL PASS-LIVING IN CONSTANT PAIN: this too shall pass: We are BETRAYED at every turn we take. Firstly, we are souls trapped inside a Temple that is crumbling from the inside out. like an old...

this too shall pass

IF I DON'T GET IT OUT I THINK, I FEEL, I KNOW, I WILL EXPLODE! I KNOW I HAVE SEEN AND LIVED SO MANY TIMES IN ONE LIFE, ALL CHASING EACH OTHER AROUND IN MY HEAD. THE GOOD ARE GREAT,THE BAD ARE HORRID. WHAT TO DO WITH SO MUCH IN THERE? TEACHING WAS GOOD THEN AS SOON AS I BEGAN TO REACH THE PATH......IT FORKED......FINDING MYSELF IN A PLACE SO WONDERFUL THEN, BUT NOW THE WALL HAS COME. DO I GO UP,DOWN OR AROUND? I WOULD LOVE SOMEONE TO GIVE ME THE CLUES. WHO AM I KIDDING, I WON'T LISTEN. I SEEM TO KNOW WHICH WAY TO GO, THEN THAT DAMN FORK POPS UP AGAIN, I HAVEN'T A CLUE. WOW NO MISSPELLINGS, THAT IS A FIRST!!!

CHANGING OF THE TIDES

Changing of the tides was to be a positive title, di

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I keep hearing, take responsibility for your behavior, Seems to me all I do is walk around and apologize for my behavior,neh, my very EXISTENCE, I do no know how too take anymore responsibility for actions I don't recall making! If I do recall something, most like likely I could not stop my self, at that moment. I feel awful , this is not me, this is not drugs speaking. A veil that has desended over my being, I experiance the world from inside a cloud, all is fozzgy, glancithing at reality though eyes I know are not showing me the truth. BAD BLOOD

this too shall pass

YESTERDAY ROCKED......THIS IS NOT FAIR!......I have never said it before and I pray I'll never say it again. Once more this isn't FAIR. I hate the roller coster that is my life, there must be something to depend on. Yesterday was such joy, a two hour walk, I won't sa how far I got but it was two hole hours out of my sanctuaray. I made my own dinner, lol. I set up my etsy booth, made a neckless, and worked on putting togther a book!! Now I know that seem