Finally, a good long sleep. I think I slept on the sofa for 3 hours and then straight to my bed for another 8 wow that just never happens anymore. Pain wakes me up every 2 or 3 hours, I am up for 2 and then another 2 or 3 hours. That is the pattern, not to good for someone trying to heal. BUT LAST NIGHT ROCKED!!! OR I SHOULD SAY LAST NIGHT I WAS A ROCK,LOL. Then I have to wake 3 to 5 hours before the pain is bearable. I almost felt like myself again. But then I sit and wait and wait and wait, as I do most of my life, for someone who says they are stopping by or coming home to arrive. By the time that happens they are tired or I am. Today was the worst after waiting for hours keeping busy doing nothing of importance finally some people came home. Yeah I would do stuff,not alone, every one came home and went to sleep. THE WORLD OUT SIDE MUST BE REALLY GREAT WHEN IT IS BETTER THAN KEEPING A PROMISE.
life in constant 24/7 pain, dealing with pain as it effects every aspect of life, doctors ,their attitudes. Family, their lack of understanding, and friends.Who try but have very full lives with little time. I AM MOT A JUNKIE, I DO NOT SEEK PAIN MEDICATION~~I SEEK PAIN REFILE~~~ I WANT A QUALITY LIFE. Part of exsitanse not watching from a distance, in pain.
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10 July, 2011
this too shall pass
Finally, a good long sleep. I think I slept on the sofa for 3 hours and then straight to my bed for another 8 wow that just never happens anymore. Pain wakes me up every 2 or 3 hours, I am up for 2 and then another 2 or 3 hours. That is the pattern, not to good for someone trying to heal. BUT LAST NIGHT ROCKED!!! OR I SHOULD SAY LAST NIGHT I WAS A ROCK,LOL. Then I have to wake 3 to 5 hours before the pain is bearable. I almost felt like myself again. But then I sit and wait and wait and wait, as I do most of my life, for someone who says they are stopping by or coming home to arrive. By the time that happens they are tired or I am. Today was the worst after waiting for hours keeping busy doing nothing of importance finally some people came home. Yeah I would do stuff,not alone, every one came home and went to sleep. THE WORLD OUT SIDE MUST BE REALLY GREAT WHEN IT IS BETTER THAN KEEPING A PROMISE.
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