this too shall pass

         I do not know what it is I become so serious when in front of a blank piece of paper. In life, away from blank sheets of paper, people are always laughing, I think it is with me......not at me, one can never know for sure. See it just does not come out funny, you should have heard it in my head, I laughed.             New goal, learning to laugh on paper, now that is just weird sounding, but true!!!  I know that humor helps with pain, So for a while anyway I am practicing let art of laughter on paper!!!!!