CHANGING OF THE TIDES

Time for a brain cleaning or maybe it should say adjustment. I really want to trust the important people in my life,or should it say I really want them to trust me!! either way time to make some changes in the old mind, The place needs a new pattern. Most of the time I am alone unless someone is being paid. most of those who are dearest to me, stay a bit away or are around little or are around only for a second. They have of late begun thinking of me a a hypochondriac,lire,who knows what else! They have an excuse not to listen or even believe what I am saying. Lucky the prision walls are beginning to expand! WHOLE NEW ~~TEAM~~OF DOCTORS listening to me trying to understand and get what I need. those around me must accept them, they saved my life 2 times now. Notice all the problems seem to be with others thinking not mine.This is how I know I need to change the way I think and feel, they won't!! BEGINNING THE CHANGING THOUGHT PATTERNS.~~TODAH L'ELOHIM V' HASHECNAH.~~~RUBY