It's been a long time since my last posting. I became very tired of the constant complaining about the Ddocs and their miss treatmtnemt. It only got worse from then so in the end I simply walked away from all of it. 8 months now I have been free from all their games and miss treatment. It has been wonderful not having people pass judgment or tell me what and how to live my life. The reality is that I cant move very well, this is no life either! Back in I go praying this time I will get the help I need to have a life. Funny the docs think I'm doing so well without meds hhhhh right, better to lay around rather than be a part of this world. I can control a lot of the pain and even blood sugars with meditation. This is no way to exisist I will end up naked in a cave somewhere. I wish meditation could be time released thats not going to happen. After to many Er visits I need a pain clinic uuhgg i dislike them with their policies guiding every move, I just dont fit the profile. Somewhere somehow I will get help!!
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