this too shall pass

this too shall pass

    Maybe I should start with a new back ground, Ya think??

this too shall pass

         I do not know what it is I become so serious when in front of a blank piece of paper. In life, away from blank sheets of paper, people are always laughing, I think it is with me......not at me, one can never know for sure. See it just does not come out funny, you should have heard it in my head, I laughed.             New goal, learning to laugh on paper, now that is just weird sounding, but true!!!  I know that humor helps with pain, So for a while anyway I am practicing let art of laughter on paper!!!!!

this too shall pass

Finally, a good long sleep. I think I slept on the sofa for 3 hours and then straight to my bed for another 8 wow that just never happens anymore. Pain wakes me up every 2 or 3 hours, I am up for 2 and then another 2 or 3 hours. That is the pattern, not to good for someone trying to heal. BUT LAST NIGHT ROCKED!!! OR I SHOULD SAY    LAST NIGHT I WAS A ROCK,LOL.  Then I have to wake 3 to 5 hours before the pain is bearable. I almost felt like myself again. But then I sit and wait and wait and wait, as I do most of my life, for someone who says they are stopping by or coming home to arrive. By the time that happens they are tired or I am. Today was the worst after waiting for hours keeping busy doing nothing of importance finally some people came home. Yeah I would do stuff,not alone, every one came home and went to sleep. THE WORLD OUT SIDE MUST BE REALLY GREAT WHEN IT IS BETTER THAN KEEPING A PROMISE.

this too shall pass

THE GREATEST GIFT OF GENEROSITY IS THAT OF NON-ATTACHMENT! WONDER WHAT I THINK ABOUT THAT  ONE, FIRST TIME A CHEAP FORTUNE COOKIE HAS EVER MADE ME THINK!!!??                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                           

this too shall pass

here i go again!!!!!!!!! home for 4 days and back to the hospital I go!!!!!!!!!!!! I can not believe this crap, they send me home knowing there is a problem, call my primary to tell him I was told the whole neat to my spine is filling with spinal fluid. Suddenly it is an EMERGENCY,  I have to get to the ER ASAP, that is a load of CRAP. I just got my walking,eating,and all that stuff down to a routine, beads organized ready to make and I can make money.  If they keep me I might really go off on someone. Totally allergic to the place on top of it, I  DO  NOT  WANT  TO  GO!!!!    AGAIN   going for a walk before i call 911 it has been this way for years so I am in n big hurry, maybe not the best choice but i is also 3:00 pm, shift change, better t wait until that is over!  I KNOW WAY TOO MUCH ABOUT HOSPITALS FOR NEVER WORKING IN ONE. Later a few prayers wouldn't hurt.~~~~~~~~~PEACE TO THE MIDDLE EAST~~~~~~~~~RUBY

thiss too shall pass

Ruby for never how well this types out.  The next thing I want to say is this should be a really fun and easy way for me to type out what you me to write in my blog.right well not compared to what we've been living in which is used to being out at my moms house ofthis can be pretty bad for her.  Forget that it type it all out. why won't it continue.  Continue please thank you.  When it is green it means it is typing what you are saying.  And now I must get used to using this device now I must find this tutorial that will help me.  I read a new odd right and I would like it to keep I'll write all rights thank you and I am finished with this practice.