this too shall pass-living in constaint pain

you now have a very little bit of my early background. fast forward.....1987 I am getting married and just a little pregnant,that was our wedding gift to eachother.We found out about the baby the night before the wedding.Got rid of those great honeymoon plans and went up noth to the cabin. Which I found out is loverly the end of March when no one is around. The lake become a giant drum at night when the ice refeezes.In the morning just  enough water shows to put in the canoe and paddle around the moitionless lake.You can se eveything as it passes by.Even a few baby egals sat right next to us on the ice.It really was amazing! which is good because we used the money to buy an old beautiful house. We are still trying to finish the renovations. For an income we became music promotors.It was a fun way to make money but not very stable,so I began teaching hebrewand judic studies.I had my hands full with a new baby a step daughter, a promotion company,an old decaying house and teaching 4-6 times a week. My body held out amazingly well given all I was putting it through.Then our son came along he was an anniversary present. Born on my fathers first yartziet (anniversary of his death) it was beautiful and sad at the same time. I have had to take three breaks all ready because of my back and I now need to take number four. I am back again but now I have to go see a doctor,suprise,suprise..My job is PROFESSIONAL CLIENT(we used to be called patients). Off I go.