THIS TOO SHALL PASS-LIVING IN CONSANT PAIN

I would love to write until I am finished with the thought or topic but that is not my reality.The pain in my back that now radiates through out my body dictates how and what I do. Sometimes its so sad,I just want to live doing things everyone else does such as start a sentence and then finish it. Sometimes I see the blessings, I have to decide what is really important to me what is worth my very very precious energy.When I do manage to finish those things I have a sense of accomplishment I never would have known. So there are ups and downs positive and negatives. right now I am focusing as much as possible on the ups and the positives so I will want to contiue living. Not just staying here because there are few people who might or might not miss me. The time has come again when my body........