THIS TOO SHALL PASS-LIVING IN CONSANT PAIN

It has been awhile, if I feel good I want to get outside get fresh air see all the people(except the ones from my bed room window)and just say hi to complete strangers if the desire over comes me. These are the times I don't feel so disconnected from the world, awh what a wonderful feel it is. Not to be alone in my own little room with all my comforting chachces(stufff). To be in the big big world breathing real air my G-d it is delicious. Talking to strangers almost as if they are old friends, if only for a minuet. The pain becomes negligible and the warmth of the sun ,wether it is there or not ,warms my entire body all the way to my soul.    Then reality I woke this morning wishing again I had just spent the day before here in my little room. I spent most of the day feeling this way, until now. I am glad I had my adventure yesterday saw the sights breathed the air and talked to complete strangers. Of course my pain isn't so bad now and my daughter actually let me interact with her and her friends for a moment. I guess this too shall pass and the world can look alot better a few hours later.