this whole dealing with people shit is uuuuggggggggg! and horrid! first i was born sensitive,or as some would say too sensitive, how is too much of what they are?? i am still working on that one how a person can be too much of who they are. is it to much for them? then is that not their problem not mine. Is it that i am too much to be able to function in the world? Then it would seem that it is my problem,i can not expect the world to change to Taylor to my too much of...ok, so i am sensitive it allows me so much, a way of being and seeing in this world again i ask how can i be too much of existing as i was from birth. i have always liked seeing the world the way i do! what i do not like is the response some people have towards me. being sensitive allows me to be sympathetic or even empathetic not qualities i asked for but non the less posses. people who do not want or can not deal with sensitivity really do not have the ability to deal with those who are. it is at a time like now that i really do not want to be sensitive, that is dealing with pain in my body, i wish i wouldn't feel it as much as i do. it is not pleasant nor fun and a really bad way to seek attention. i would prefer to get attention from my accomplishments,not my failures. Again how is feeling the pain that i live in too much? if the pain were not there i wouldn't feel it! for now HOW IS ONE TOO MUCH OF WHO THEY ARE?
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