WILL THIS EVER PASS

I Can not believe it has been so long,my friend. A BLANK SHEET OF PAPER,THINGS. I HAVE WRITTEN ARE BEING USED AGAINST ME. WITHOUT TELLING ME WHAT I WROTE,SO I GUESS I HAVE BECOME AFRAID TO PUT ANYTHING TO PAPER. I THINK I HAVE SPENT 3/4 OF MY LIFE INTIMIDATED BY SO MANY PEOPLE I REALLY THINK ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. IF I PERCEIVE SOMETHING IN A CERTAIN WAY WHO ARE THEY TO TELL ME IT IS NOT SO! I HAVE SAID WHAT I NEEDED TO GET OUT, CALM DOWN. SUDDENLY I AM BEING ACCUSED OF SAYING HURTFUL THINGS TO OTHERS, I DO NOT MEAN TO HURT ANYONE . MY REALITY IS MINE,AND MINE ALONE. NO ONE PERSON CAN SAY IT ISN'T SO!!  MY LIFE~~~MY REALITY~~~~~RUBY