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12 February, 2012

THIS TOO SHALL PASS

                           
                                I have been at HPC close to 6 months,  the most difficult transition I have ever endured, though out i have remained compliant.  Even though  it meant spending that time unable to move in horrid pain.Then cut my medication by a14 they finally increased my medication, then cut it again I have requested from staff  to make sure other doctors where made aware of my condition, before i saw them. That never once happened , I would arrive and the doctor they had no idea why i was there. Even after calling the clinic to make sure they where informed  of my condition and needs. I have endured injections that paralyzed me, no one would help me  afterwards  , medication cuts so low i could have died. I was sent to a psychologist to get medication, they can not prescribe.  Instead of doing an intake for psychiatry, were i would receive help, she did a normal interview. We were told another doctor at the clinic would  help, he did not. That mistakes and lack of communication has caused another 2 month wait to see psychiatry. I tried to take Valium,  they were offering,it did nothing. I then returned to the psychiatrist I knew, who was under prescribing, he had no idea of my condition, but it was something. Before doing so I called the pain clinic one to two times per day, to tell them what I was doing NO ONE EVER CALLED ME BACK. Until today to tell me i am being kicked out for switching back and forth from Valium to klonopin and back with out telling them. As i said i called numerous times, never got a call back to help me, only to tell me I am kicked out. there are other similar issues which i will not bore you with. None the less I like the people at this clinic, other than major communication problems. When the pain was intolerable, they told me to call my primary, who told me to go to the er, who said you have a pain doctor....go to him!!  Just a few weeks ago they asked for a UA, i was not in the least concerned, have have nothing in my system that should not be there. But having problems in that area, they suggested a blood draw, no problem from my stand point. Finally i have mostly all the medication I need, I even walked now every day for 1 hour on the street or 7 min. on the treadmill. THURSDAY I GET A CALL I HAVE FILLED VALIUM TO MUCH, I AM KICKED OUT!!!!  How can i fill too often, they are writing the prescriptions? I contacted the head of the head of the clinic, she was told i had klonopin in my system. Why are they lying about the situation? It has been 6 months of living in a very painful world, why would I destroy it so close to being where I need to be? When things do not make sense, you feel like you are crazy, you are being lied to.By the way my spine has so many issues I will not bore you with all of them, but the worst two, one a fall last year when a chair broke,I re-fractured my spine, it can not be fixed because of the hole there, left by a six year infection. Secondly I have severe stenosis pinching the nerves in my spinal cord. All of these and multiple other conditions cause unbearable horrid pain, all i am asking for is A QUALITY LIFE, I deserve it..I have a right to it! How dare they treat me as a non human being??

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