I Can not believe it has been so long,my friend. A BLANK SHEET OF PAPER,THINGS. I HAVE WRITTEN ARE BEING USED AGAINST ME. WITHOUT TELLING ME WHAT I WROTE,SO I GUESS I HAVE BECOME AFRAID TO PUT ANYTHING TO PAPER. I THINK I HAVE SPENT 3/4 OF MY LIFE INTIMIDATED BY SO MANY PEOPLE I REALLY THINK ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. IF I PERCEIVE SOMETHING IN A CERTAIN WAY WHO ARE THEY TO TELL ME IT IS NOT SO! I HAVE SAID WHAT I NEEDED TO GET OUT, CALM DOWN. SUDDENLY I AM BEING ACCUSED OF SAYING HURTFUL THINGS TO OTHERS, I DO NOT MEAN TO HURT ANYONE . MY REALITY IS MINE,AND MINE ALONE. NO ONE PERSON CAN SAY IT ISN'T SO!! MY LIFE~~~MY REALITY~~~~~RUBY
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14 June, 2011
22 August, 2010
this too shall -next step
.. ~~~~~ NEXT STEP IN MY PATH ~~~~
I learned how to leave comments and then I could tell others: bottom off bolg ...links to blog,click, leave comment, put down name or not! I am ready to let more people see them. I am also ecited to read the comments good and bad . THIS IS A HUGH STEP FOR ME. I wrote 7 volumes that someone I had trusted with my life, STOLE ,the whole thing. I began at age 8 then puff all gone.
It felt worse than being molested for me. So, it looks like I am ready, ecited ,and scared. This fels like life,being alive, I MISS(ED) FEELING ALIVE I hope with every molicule of my being that this time I am accepted in a much genteler positive atmosphere. TO GO FORWARD HAPPY AND SATISFIED. ~~~~~~~~OMG~~~~~~~ AND IN RETUN SH'HECIANU V'KIMANU L'ZMAN HA'ZEH, AMEN It cann'''t hurt, plus I mutter it enough before and after surgery. THANK YOU FOR BRINGING US HERE, IN THIS WAY, AT THIS TIME !!!
~~~ ONE PEACE~~~SAFE JOURNEY~~~HAVE FUN~~~AND GROW!! lyn ruby shalom
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I learned how to leave comments and then I could tell others: bottom off bolg ...links to blog,click, leave comment, put down name or not! I am ready to let more people see them. I am also ecited to read the comments good and bad . THIS IS A HUGH STEP FOR ME. I wrote 7 volumes that someone I had trusted with my life, STOLE ,the whole thing. I began at age 8 then puff all gone.
It felt worse than being molested for me. So, it looks like I am ready, ecited ,and scared. This fels like life,being alive, I MISS(ED) FEELING ALIVE I hope with every molicule of my being that this time I am accepted in a much genteler positive atmosphere. TO GO FORWARD HAPPY AND SATISFIED. ~~~~~~~~OMG~~~~~~~ AND IN RETUN SH'HECIANU V'KIMANU L'ZMAN HA'ZEH, AMEN It cann'''t hurt, plus I mutter it enough before and after surgery. THANK YOU FOR BRINGING US HERE, IN THIS WAY, AT THIS TIME !!!
~~~ ONE PEACE~~~SAFE JOURNEY~~~HAVE FUN~~~AND GROW!! lyn ruby shalom
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