WILL THIS EVER PASS

I Can not believe it has been so long,my friend. A BLANK SHEET OF PAPER,THINGS. I HAVE WRITTEN ARE BEING USED AGAINST ME. WITHOUT TELLING ME WHAT I WROTE,SO I GUESS I HAVE BECOME AFRAID TO PUT ANYTHING TO PAPER. I THINK I HAVE SPENT 3/4 OF MY LIFE INTIMIDATED BY SO MANY PEOPLE I REALLY THINK ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. IF I PERCEIVE SOMETHING IN A CERTAIN WAY WHO ARE THEY TO TELL ME IT IS NOT SO! I HAVE SAID WHAT I NEEDED TO GET OUT, CALM DOWN. SUDDENLY I AM BEING ACCUSED OF SAYING HURTFUL THINGS TO OTHERS, I DO NOT MEAN TO HURT ANYONE . MY REALITY IS MINE,AND MINE ALONE. NO ONE PERSON CAN SAY IT ISN'T SO!!  MY LIFE~~~MY REALITY~~~~~RUBY

to life and love first-come and fleeting away

big    big   big    love forever~~~RUBY~~~thanks for all the honesty and truth from you all these years!! that is as much to the point as I can get.

this too shall pass

      I sit here surrounded,alone. My body has given up it is no longer the temple I remember it to be! I know I am still inside but she doesn't come out any more. I HAVE BECOME A PRISONER OF MY TEMPLE, MY BODY.    I WANT HER BACK!  ~~LYNN RUBY BIRD SPIRIT~~
























































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this too shall pass

I know you remember 20 years ago when the worst word in the lexicon was steroids. Now it has become the holy grail for all that ales you. How silly to think pain medication would be the proper medication to use for pain. Just wait in another 20 years we will be back to steroid abuse and they will be handing out pain mediation again. Never mind steroids destroy the bones ( no blood ) after that,then what? Or the destruction of most organs is a given, how many transplants can they do in a day?       Do the Doctors really think we like to humiliate ourselves telling very intimate details of our lives to strangers allowing them to decide the quality of how we exist. Why should I trust a complete stranger to CARE for me, they are getting paid. I bet they wouldn't care to much about me if the money went away. So I am to put all my trust in someone who only really cares for me because they are getting paid. The is of course those who are on power trips, g-d the worst kind of care giver. So we get to grovel and beg for a few nuts that help us, simply to get out of bed.    I can't imagine they believe we WANT these damn things so much we jump through their hoops all the time, willingly giving control of our lifes just for the fun or high. IF ONLY THEY WOULD LISTEN ~~IT'S MY BODY ~~I WON'T TAKE IT ANYMORE. I know myself lived in this temple for 52 years now,I REALLY WISH THEY WOLD LISTEN!        B'SHALOM~~~RUBY LYNN

this too shall pass

DO THEY HAVE THE RIGHT TO PLACE ADDS ON MY BLOG THAT I D NOT AGREE WITH AT ALL?

this too shall pass

             I REFUSE, I REFUSE, I REFUSE TO GET ANGRY LIKE YOU DO. SWEET DREEMS

2008 Minnesota Lynn Rubenstein Nicholson