This too shall pass
Once again I get to complain about the doctors. This has been going on for so long, I am beyond board with it. All these new laws that have come into effect, have put my medications in the same category as cocaine and meth. As I've said before, drugs take away from the quality of your life, whereas medications add to the quality of life. So how do they reconcile calling my medication a drug. Without my " drugs" I would have no quality of life. I would be lying in a bed screaming day and night, until it all became too much and I just ended it, to put it politely. The pain Dr. Is giving me plenty of pain medication however he will not prescribe medications that are in the category of psych. meds. If the medical board looks at him they will ask why is a pain Dr. and prescribing psych medications? The answer is easy, every medication has more than one purpose, the medication that I need that falls under the category of psych medication when in fact it helps more with my pain than most pain medications. So, my Physician can not write a prescription the for a medication, even though he knows it will stop the horrid spasms, because it is a psych med. Now I am trying to get in to see a psychologist, it can be a 3 to 6 month wait to get in. And to make it even better when I called my pain doctor's office the nurse informed me that I've been calling too much and I was about to be thrown out of the clinic. She thought I was trying to get the pain Dr. To give me the anti spasm medication,I was calling to tell her that I could not get in to see the psychologist. When in fact I was calling each time to tell her about a problem I was having getting or filling a prescription and that he wrote. This is becoming a comedy of errors, only I'm not laughing, I am lying here in my bedroom, sometimes in my own feces, sometimes in my own tears, coping with having to call doctors and pharmacies from morning until night, rarely do I laugh. Don't get me wrong, I try, it's just getting harder and harder. And now they telling me to call them back so we can see what's going on with the psych doc. This is complete lunacy I am about ready to beg for a 72 hold, at least then I could get out of my bed and I could get the medications I need. Now isn't that just that a sad state of affairs, because my medications are now called " drugs".to make it even better when I called my pain doctor's office the nurse informed me that I've been calling too much and I was about to be thrown out of the clinic. She thought I was trying to get the pain Dr. To give me the anti spam medication,I was calling to tell her that I could not get in to see the psychologist. When in fact I was calling each time to tell her about a problem I was having getting or filling a prescription and that he wrote. This is becoming a comedy of errors, only I'm not laughing, I am lying here in my bedroom, sometimes in my own feces, sometimes in my own tears, coping with having to call doctors and pharmacies from morning until night, rarely do I laugh. Don't get me wrong, I try, it's just getting harder and harder. And now they telling me to call them back so we can see what's going on with the psych doc. This is complete lunacy I am about ready to beg for a 72 hold, at least then I could get out of my bed and I could get the medications I need. Now isn't that just that a sad state of affairs, because my medications are now caleed " drugs".I've been calling too much and I was about to be thrown out of the clinic. She thought I was trying to get the pain Dr. To give me the anti spasm medication,I was calling to tell her that I could not get in to see the psychologist. When in fact I was calling each time to tell her about a problem I was having getting or filling a prescription and that he wrote. This is becoming a comedy of errors, only I'm not laughing, I am lying here in my bedroom, sometimes in my own feces, sometimes in my own tears, coping with having to call doctors and pharmacies from morning until night, rarely do I laugh nymore. Don't get me wrong, I try, it's just getting harder and harder. And now they telling me to call them back so we can see what's going on with the psych doc. This is complete lunacy I am about ready to beg for a 72 hold, at least then I could get out of my bed and I get the medications I need. Now isn't that just that a sad state of affairs, because my medications are now caleed " drugs".
Once again I get to complain about the doctors. This has been going on for so long, I am beyond board with it. All these new laws that have come into effect, have put my medications in the same category as cocaine and meth. As I've said before, drugs take away from the quality of your life, whereas medications add to the quality of life. So how do they reconcile calling my medication a drug. Without my " drugs" I would have no quality of life. I would be lying in a bed screaming day and night, until it all became too much and I just ended it, to put it politely. The pain Dr. Is giving me plenty of pain medication however he will not prescribe medications that are in the category of psych. meds. If the medical board looks at him they will ask why is a pain Dr. and prescribing psych medications? The answer is easy, every medication has more than one purpose, the medication that I need that falls under the category of psych medication when in fact it helps more with my pain than most pain medications. So, my Physician can not write a prescription the for a medication, even though he knows it will stop the horrid spasms, because it is a psych med. Now I am trying to get in to see a psychologist, it can be a 3 to 6 month wait to get in. And to make it even better when I called my pain doctor's office the nurse informed me that I've been calling too much and I was about to be thrown out of the clinic. She thought I was trying to get the pain Dr. To give me the anti spasm medication,I was calling to tell her that I could not get in to see the psychologist. When in fact I was calling each time to tell her about a problem I was having getting or filling a prescription and that he wrote. This is becoming a comedy of errors, only I'm not laughing, I am lying here in my bedroom, sometimes in my own feces, sometimes in my own tears, coping with having to call doctors and pharmacies from morning until night, rarely do I laugh. Don't get me wrong, I try, it's just getting harder and harder. And now they telling me to call them back so we can see what's going on with the psych doc. This is complete lunacy I am about ready to beg for a 72 hold, at least then I could get out of my bed and I could get the medications I need. Now isn't that just that a sad state of affairs, because my medications are now called " drugs".to make it even better when I called my pain doctor's office the nurse informed me that I've been calling too much and I was about to be thrown out of the clinic. She thought I was trying to get the pain Dr. To give me the anti spam medication,I was calling to tell her that I could not get in to see the psychologist. When in fact I was calling each time to tell her about a problem I was having getting or filling a prescription and that he wrote. This is becoming a comedy of errors, only I'm not laughing, I am lying here in my bedroom, sometimes in my own feces, sometimes in my own tears, coping with having to call doctors and pharmacies from morning until night, rarely do I laugh. Don't get me wrong, I try, it's just getting harder and harder. And now they telling me to call them back so we can see what's going on with the psych doc. This is complete lunacy I am about ready to beg for a 72 hold, at least then I could get out of my bed and I could get the medications I need. Now isn't that just that a sad state of affairs, because my medications are now caleed " drugs".I've been calling too much and I was about to be thrown out of the clinic. She thought I was trying to get the pain Dr. To give me the anti spasm medication,I was calling to tell her that I could not get in to see the psychologist. When in fact I was calling each time to tell her about a problem I was having getting or filling a prescription and that he wrote. This is becoming a comedy of errors, only I'm not laughing, I am lying here in my bedroom, sometimes in my own feces, sometimes in my own tears, coping with having to call doctors and pharmacies from morning until night, rarely do I laugh nymore. Don't get me wrong, I try, it's just getting harder and harder. And now they telling me to call them back so we can see what's going on with the psych doc. This is complete lunacy I am about ready to beg for a 72 hold, at least then I could get out of my bed and I get the medications I need. Now isn't that just that a sad state of affairs, because my medications are now caleed " drugs".
