THIS TOO SHAL PASS~~ NEXT STEP

firstly, I ended up with a really good chicken  civiichangah, not what I had wanted but good all the same. My stomach and taste buds are satisfied. This blog will probably have to be done in a series this sitting stuff just gets to me in a way no one( I pray ) can understand, ok maybe just a few   My job, for all that is worth, is going to docs listening to do as I am told. That is a really hard part, just ask my mom. I have always been a free thinker! I listen then study talk to people and pick as many brains possible. oh yeah, I listen to what my body is saying first and foremost. Then I make an educated guess or I try to make it an educated decision. I am sooooooo mad right now. However I do respect a doc. that says I have no clue what to do for you.They have been pouring hugh amounts of steroids down my throat. 80mg for 2 weeks then tapering months down to 0, 3 times now in the past 5 months. this has been to keep me from loosing my sight. Now we get to the anger part, they will give me a medication,  ( side bar... lost my blog after 45min.I found it  all by myself! oh so exciting ) that has more horrid side effect tan almost any medication I have ever seen. STEROIDS: weight gain, increased appetite, rounding and puffiness of face, increased urination,abdominal pains brushing of the skin, THESE are the least destructive now the horrid ones. I'll have to post and continue after a back break.