life in constant 24/7 pain, dealing with pain as it effects every aspect of life, doctors ,their attitudes. Family, their lack of understanding, and friends.Who try but have very full lives with little time. I AM MOT A JUNKIE, I DO NOT SEEK PAIN MEDICATION~~I SEEK PAIN REFILE~~~ I WANT A QUALITY LIFE. Part of exsitanse not watching from a distance, in pain.
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20 October, 2011
THIS TOO SHALL PASS
I go inside myself, to find myself, all i am finding is pain. my body our temples on earth is racked. i must go to my soul, that's where i am, this is our gift from above, we came onto this earth with a unique soul. where we reside when the rest has betrayed us, gone, or left. our bodies are temples that house our mind, our spirit,and soul. when that temple crumbles and falls our mind becomes overwhelmed and confused, trying to find a different, a different place to reside, that not being a reality, it must stay, residing within the pain with no way out. we look towards diversion, a deviation to find a recreation that allows us to continue to stay sane even enjoy our existence. our spirit so vulnerable to influence from without and within. everything happening around us, touching us in anyway can effect our spirit. from a gentle breeze,the sweet song of a bird to a loud thunderous voice filled with anger, or the gentle rush of water to the crushing blow of a boulder or fist. one will pick us up lighten our lode, the other will crunch us into repression. from within the voice we use when speaking within can be harsh and critical or soft and warming building, strengthening our resolve or weakening filling us with self doubt , our spirit becomes injured and sore, even bitter if we are not careful. Wounded we persevere as best we can. unless lucky enough to avoid pain wroth upon us by simply existing. in the soul we shine unscathed, our true selves true nature, survive always glowing holding us up to help us find the path on which we are meant to exists and shine. our souls help us to relate, guide us in the world outside of ourselves and the world inside ourselves. OUR SOULS, OUR TRUE NATURE IS THE ONLY CONSTANT, REAL ASPECT OF OUR EXISTENCE. that is where i can go to find myself~~~RUBY
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