THIS TOO SHALL PASS

   There are so many things I would rather write about, than a life in pain, however that is my reality. The world needs to know what is happening to us,so many people simply exist. Our only interaction with the world is though a never ending world of medical professionals. I live in a world of total and complete isolation! I am that told I am loved, that my presence matters, i do not feel that my survival much matters any more. I am reduced to a body racked in pain waiting to be shown my survival is important, that it is more than mere words. As hard as I might try to move beyond all this find something to hold on to, it becomes harder and harder with each passing day. I do not understand how doctors can allow people to suffer so in good conscience.