this too shall pass-living in constant pain

I have not been able to write for awhile,the pain is so bad I can only sit for a few moments. It is so interesting that I was feeling pretty good before I went to the pain specialist. ever sense I was there I have been going down hill. I lost my sight, and now I can belay walk anymore. I wake up each day in more and more pain. I would go to hospital but they never do anything. So here I lay walking once a day in hope something will get better! SOON before I  loose it.Thank G-d for children they keep me from doing something stupid.