this too shall pass-living in constant pain

Tomorrow I go to see the Dr. that began this downward  spiral I have been on for the last 2 months. I am not sure what I will say. I want to go in there and yell at him, what gives you the right to pass judgment on me and my body, not listen to what I have to say, then when I call to say there is something horribly wrong I am told to call a different Dr. I know he won't take any responsibility for what has happened.I'm not yet sure what to say.I'm not sure why I am even going. oh yeah, it is part of the game I have to play.