this too shall pass-living in constant pain

   this has been a really hard weekend for me. Mothers day of course, trumped by my husbsnds birthday. I dont deny him his day he deserves to be king for a day, but why on the day they tell me and show me how special I am to them. Nice to be apprciated once in awhile! The worst of all on sunday I was turned down for the google affiliate program. Something about being a danger to my readers and my adsense account had been revoked. The one thing left  that I can do in my condition and even that is being taken away! After a few e-mails back and forth they suggested I might have used the wrong publishers number and to try again,so I did. I just opened my e-mail and there it was MY ACCEPTANCE LETTER. I know this might not be a big deal to most people but there is so little left that I can do and being validated by goole ment the world to me. I kept writing anyway because it is an outlet for my creative nature,and it just makes me feel better!! so THANK YOU GOOGLE for making me feel like I count in this world. Maybe I can mke a difference in others lives, and maybe just maybe I can change the relationship between patience and doctors. That would be the bests!!!!