THIS TOO SHALL PASS

                                        Hello, I haven't blog in a few days because I am more confused than ever.  The holidays were horrendous for me, it would seem that I have alienated absolutely everyone.  I certainly didn't mean to, and have done everything it can to correct the situation, but no one is buying.  So I've spent an entire holiday season alone in my room, blogging, writing a book.

I haven't been sitting you're doing nothing, a lot of thinking, soul searching and deciding what to do next.  It is very difficult when your options are so limited.  On top of it, the new laws have come into effect there are a lot of people who are suffering to us like me.  It is been three months since I began with my new Dr. and I am still waiting to get the one medication I need and to get my pain under control.  So many people are being told to go to the ER whenever they have a problem especially those of us in chronic pain.  The ER will no longer help us, the last time I was in there I was told I had a Dr. There was a plan in place and that was it.  Go ahead and call a Dr. They will tell you to go to the ER, wonderfully vicious cycle were living in now.

Between my family and my body and the medical establishment, I have been left out to haying in dry.