Burdens, never mind not right now
I think every person in my situation feels like a burden at one time or another. If it's a horrible feeling when you're young or relatively so to be dependent on others for most of your needs. As I just said in the beginning never mind, I have a change of heart, woman's prerogative you know.
I have spent so much Time &Energy in my life hearing in seeing my ineptitude's, my faults, and any and all in equities I could think of right now. I had a change of heart, it's time I begin seeing to what others, those who love care about me see. It can be really hard at times when you have so many problems to see to feel anything positive in or about yourself. As I said, it's time to begin seeing what other see. And there are so many people out there who tell me how much they love me, or how much they care about me. I hear them tell me very positive things about myself, but I don't think I really hear. To really hear something involves taking it inside, taking it to heart and to and really begin to see and feel what they're saying. Because when I listen to other people who have a positive attitude about me I am not such a bad person. I am actually fairly capable, semi intelligent and, sometimes I'm even fun to be around. I am going to start seeing myself in that way as much as possible, always looking at things wrong, what needs to be fixed, or what needs to be corrected, because I'm not broken,it is not helping me. I also know that, that kind of attitude makes me a lot happier and does help promote healing. Since I am fortunate enough to have people like that in my life than I might as well start listening. And stop and hearing all the negativity and I am constantly hearing. So from now on as much as I can I am going to try to concentrate on my positive attributes.
I think every person in my situation feels like a burden at one time or another. If it's a horrible feeling when you're young or relatively so to be dependent on others for most of your needs. As I just said in the beginning never mind, I have a change of heart, woman's prerogative you know.
I have spent so much Time &Energy in my life hearing in seeing my ineptitude's, my faults, and any and all in equities I could think of right now. I had a change of heart, it's time I begin seeing to what others, those who love care about me see. It can be really hard at times when you have so many problems to see to feel anything positive in or about yourself. As I said, it's time to begin seeing what other see. And there are so many people out there who tell me how much they love me, or how much they care about me. I hear them tell me very positive things about myself, but I don't think I really hear. To really hear something involves taking it inside, taking it to heart and to and really begin to see and feel what they're saying. Because when I listen to other people who have a positive attitude about me I am not such a bad person. I am actually fairly capable, semi intelligent and, sometimes I'm even fun to be around. I am going to start seeing myself in that way as much as possible, always looking at things wrong, what needs to be fixed, or what needs to be corrected, because I'm not broken,it is not helping me. I also know that, that kind of attitude makes me a lot happier and does help promote healing. Since I am fortunate enough to have people like that in my life than I might as well start listening. And stop and hearing all the negativity and I am constantly hearing. So from now on as much as I can I am going to try to concentrate on my positive attributes.
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