Here I go again, after a very hectic morning I finally found a ride to my doctor's appointment.  I have been waiting for this appointment for five months, I seem to have a very rare skin disease the doctors were actually quite excited to have me in, yippee.  I finally arrive 45 minutes late and and I still agreed to see me, 45 minutes waiting in the exam room, 10 minutes with the doctors.  Just to find out that they would have to run a battery of tests, that are  very painful, time consuming and pricey.  So, asked to when was the last time I had any testing done and I told them about 5 to 8 years ago and they said go find the old records and we'll use those.  What a waste of Frickin time, this whole day has been.  The beginning of hanukkah, zevies birthday, and my father's yartzit.  What do I do, panic about getting to a doctor's appointment was a complete waste of time and energy.  Enough already, stop wasting what precious energy and time I have.