I think the hardest part in all of this if as that I have so little patience. Once upon a time I had an abundance, and but it's gone, I pray one day I get it back. Things would rarely bother me, if they did I could easily distract myself and move on. But when you're living right on the edge all the time there's not a lot of room for play. I feel like my nerves are on the out side. Even speech recognition just to took 5 minutes to understand the word out, it just did it again. Come on now how hard can these simple things be? Right now they seem insurmountable, that one the machine gets right. my patients is being tried and I am failing. It takes so much energy to control myself it's ridiculous, this should not be so hard. I don't think the doctors really take their jobs seriously, I know they have no idea how much of an impact they have over the quality of our lives. To them what is a week or a month? It's only a bit of time, to people who do not have a chronic disease, time goes fairly fast. I
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